Okay. Baby, you should read it unto the last part. Kay effort kayo ko ani. Hihi. Baby ha? Basaha lang jud. Bahalag taas. Kay about ra ni natong duha. Maong gi`blog nalang nku. Kay wa man koy laing nahuna`hunaan kung unsaon nku pag`sulti nmo tanan :)
Summer 2005, between the month of March or April, was the best summer that I’ve ever had because it made my heart melt into the ground, for it was the very first time that I saw such a stranger that made my heart skips a beat . I’m the type of person who usually don’t believe at love at first sight ,but it suddenly change when I saw your pretty face. If I’m not forgotten or mistaken, I saw you on the bamboo raft boat with Roque, and as I saw you , I just fell in love, I fell in love without even knowing the reasons. Maybe you were just the guy that my heart was searchin and lookin and fallin for.
May 2005, I think ? when I knew that you joined the Flores de Mayo, it made me happy very much, because I now have an Idea on how to get to know your name and you as person as well. Days past that people surrounds us teased us. The more they teased us the more I fell in love with you.
When school days came, I can hardly feel your presence and I don’t know what are the reasons why you just fade away, you were just like dust in the wind. And I wonder why you’re feelings are gone. HIGHSCHOOL. When I knew that you enrolled to CCTC, I was happy by then because I can see you again. It was on Summer before I’m going to Second Year, when Te Papay and I went to Te Ching’s house and luckily you were there. I can’t forget when you held my hand and Zim asked us if we were boyfriend or girlfriend for you held my hand. At those time I was just pretending as if I’m not happy, but deep inside I was like WOAAHHH ( happy jud nuon kayo ko ato baby. Kung kebaw pa lang ka aay! D jud ko to buhian) but I was so shy that’s why I just let go of it. And I cant forget when you asked me as we’re going to go if would it be okay to me if you’re going to court me, but I just laugh because I thought that you’re not serious about it since we’re still 1st year and 2nd year. When I’m on my Third Year HighSchool life, it was the year when Kiu Fade Teo courted me, and I was confused by then, whether to say yes or no to him. Seconds, minutes, hours, days, and weeks passed when he asked me what would be my answer to his questions. I was so confused by then, but there’s only one thing that I’m sure about and that was my feelings for you. June 26, 2009 was the day when I said Yes to him, I said yes to him because I learned to love him. I fell in love with Kiu not as the same as I fell in love with you. I said yes to him for many reasons, I liked him when we are on Second Year for he’s so kind, sweet and gentleman, I fell in love with him because we’re being teased by my classmates and I said yes to him because I thought that having him in my life might erased you from my mind and heart, but I was so wrong, because though I learned to love him very much, you’re still on my mind and heart, you still had my heart and I felt so guilty. When Kiu and I are boyfriend and girlfriend, we sometimes have an misunderstanding and that was because I still have a feelings for you. April 2010, when I decided to split up with him, I split up with him without any reasons, really.
Summer 2010, when Louie Mangyao courted me and when we talk to each other at Bety’s hut. As we talk, I really wish that hope you were the one that I was talking to, the one who should sitting beside me and the one who should be at Louie’s place instead. Yes, I admit, that there’s a lot of boys who courted me, but there’s no one who could replace you in my mind and in my heart.
September 2010, when Christian Rodimo courted me, I admit that I had liked him but not that much. I was about to say yes to him for the reason that I want to forget you and the reason that I liked him. But luckily, he just disappeared as if a dust in the wind. And I was like WOAH. Because many said that he was not that good for me. And I was thankful by then.
December 2010 when You, at last, courted me in the net again and I’m very very happy but at the same time, I just don’t believe it and I just hide it for it might such a meer joke or you might just making fun of me. And the month of December also was the month that COF was starting to hang out at our rooftop. You just have no idea how happy I am everytime I saw you with them. Diba you always chatted me about what you had feel to me? But I didn’t believe, but instead I told you to court me in person if you want to have my answer. Because for me to make sure if you were that sincere and serious to me, because I thought that the reason why you courted me just to use me as PANAKIP BUTAS. Because friends told me that you and Jaera just broke up recently at those time, and that was the thing that had made me confuse whether to believe you or not, whether to give you a chance or not. But as you courted me personally as what I’ve told you on December 21, 2010 I was shocked and surprised and happy and had made my heart melt and felt unto the ground again, because I never thought that you would do such thing because on my mind, you were just pretending as if you like me but I was wrong by then. Seconds, minutes, hours and days passed, and I decided to give my answer about your question.
And finally :) on January 1, 2011 at Bety’s Hut, was the day when You and I are now boyfriend and girlfriend, it was the day that I now have you in my life, at last, for how many years that I’ve been lookin and waitin for. I cant forget what you wear at those time, because I always remember about you 
and on January 1, 2011 was the date that had completed my life for now I have you!
It was on February 2011, when you and I are having an agreement to go out on that certin date to ECAP. When that day comes that you and I should go out, suddenly I wasn’t able to come, for Im still having a group work with my classmates, while you, are just waiting and sitting there for how many hours just to wait for me, just to see me, and just to have me at least at those time. I know that waiting for me at those time was such a burden and makes you feel mad and upset. I’m sorry if I’ve let you waiting there for how many hours while it was raining hard and the weather was not that friendly. I know that you’ve been waiting there for how many hours just to see me, but suddenly there was no Hanzel who came and appeared. But still, you just patiently wait for me there. Seeing you waiting there for me for how many hours made me feel and said to myself that you we’re that patient enough, that you we’re a man who’s full of patience. And it made me amazed.
It was on Last Summer 2011, May,when my haters, those people who are so jealous and those STUPID UGLY BITCHES ruin my reputation, my life and our relationship. I never thought that you will defend me from them, because you’ve been there friend for how many months. Seeing you defending me from them made me realized and think that you, as my boyfriend wont let bad things happen to me, and those act made me say OMAYGAD. HABA NG HAIR KO. Those acts may be small by the point of view of others, but for me, it not either, those acts made me amazed and love you more.
It was on October 2011, when you went to our Home just to follow us, because you knew that Te Papay and Company were there. And I never thought that you will come right after them because you knew that Papa was there and I knew that you were afraid of him, that you were scared that he might punch you or do something wrong. Seeing you talking to Papa made me realized that you were so serious and sincere to me, because you just faced your fear and that is to face my father. At those time, I can say that you were so brave that you just face Papa and you just left your fear. Seeing you doing this major major thing, made my heart melt unto the ground, Taasa btawg buhok nku ani by. Kay nganu? Nakig`storya jud kang Papa bisag luspad na kayo ka atong orasa. Hihi. Basta by. Nakaingon jud ko nga ikaw na jud ang akoa ug para ako.
There’s a lot of things that you’ve done to me that made me happy so much but these true things that I’ve enumerated and made me amazed ,that made me really made me feel that I’m so special that you’ve been waiting for how many hours just to see and have me at those times, really made me feel that I’m very important because you don’t let any bad things that well happen to me, that might broke and hurt my feelings, and really made me feel that I’m so special and important because you just risk what you feel just to face and talk to my father. Thank you very much, Baby for all the things that you’ve done to me that made me pleased :)
I’m sorry baby, if there are times that I left you hanging, if there are times that I’ve made you feel as if you’re not that important to me, but the truth is that, you’re really important to me. I’m sorry if there are times that I gave you headaches and heartaches and If I’ve made you feel fad, mad and upset, if there are times that I didn’t give time to our relationship, to the both of us. I’m sorry if sometimes I’m not that sweet nor romantic. If there are times that I don’t grant any of your small favor. If sometimes I’m so OverActing. If sometimes I’m the one who causes you headache and heartaches. If sometimes I gave you many problems. If sometimes I changed your mode. I’m sorry if sometimes I hurt your feelings. I’m sorry if sometimes, I act as if I’m a paranoid before when you and I are dating and if I’m not that comfortable not because I don’t like to be with you, but because I’m afraid that there might people that we knew caught us. I’m sorry if I’m not that open to you before, if I just hide what I’ve felt for you before. To cut this story short. I’m really very sorry if I’ve been numb, careless, heartless and reckless to our relationship before. But despite of my perfectly imperfect, I still want you to stay in my life and just stay with me, and I still need you in my life, for a half of me is you. There is only one thing that I want to ask from you, and that is to stay with me and don’t you dare to leave by my side despite of my ugly side and despite of my discouraging part, for you’re already a part of my precious life. Kay?
I would like to say thank you :) thank you very much baby for the time, care and love you gave to me. Thank you for being my brother, best friend and a good lover. The reason why I can say that you’re my brother, because you seems so caring, and you do everything just to keep me safe and warm and just to keep me away from any harm. You seems so sweet and act as if we’re just brothers and sisters and it made me amazed. Thank you for always being there just to make me laugh as if we’re brothers and sisters. Thank you for being my best friend, who’s always there just to listen to my problems, thank you for being always there just to comfort me every time I’m not, thank you for being always there just to tell me that everything will be okay when things aren’t okay. Thank you for being there just to cheer me up every time I’m feeling down. And thank you for being my lover and good friend, for always being there just to tell me that you’re lucky enough to have me in your life. Thank you for always being there just to defend me from my haters, from those people who are so jealous and from those STUPID UGLY BITCHES who’s just business are to ruin the life and relationship of others, thank you for being always there just to protect me from any harm, and to love me without hesitating. Thank you for everything. Thank you very much for being so caring to me, for the care, thank you if you get angry with me every time I don’t eat my breakfast, lunch, dinner and thank you if you get angry every time I’ve done such thing which are not supposed to be done. Those things may be simple, but for me its not either, because showing those things to me made me realize and think that I am very special to you and it made me realize that you will not let me put into such a dangerous situation. Thank you very much for the things that I’ve learned from you, like how to loosen my pride and about everything. Thank you that you still love me despite the fact that sometimes I just left you hanging, despite the fact that sometime I’m not there for you, despite the fact that sometimes I don’t really show that you’re really that important to me, despite the fact that sometimes I don’t really give time to our relationship, to the two of us, despite the fact that sometimes I’m not that sweet nor romantic, despite the fact that sometimes I give you headaches and heartaches and problems and made you feel bad and mad and upset, and despite of my perfectly imperfection. I could not ask for more. A man like you is so rare to be found. People may say bad against you, but their opinions and suggestions wont changed my mind and heart and what I’ve feel for you, for you have been my superman :)
Baby, I’m hoping that you will not be changed from Junric into something, because I just really love the way you are, really, I swear and I accept you for who and what you are. I hope that your love will not be changed despite of my perfectly imperfect and I hope that you will not be changed that you will be still the Junric Cuevas that I used to know before and the one to whom my heart was searching and looking and falling for. Kay? :)
I may not be the girl who’s body was in perfectly curve, I may not be the girl who’s hair was so straight and beautiful and I may not be the girl that most of the guys are looking and searching and falling for, but there is only one thing that I can assure and that is to love you as far as I could. If before, I’m so overacting, if I’ve been numb, paranoid and pessimistic, but now I promised to myself that when the time comes that you and I will see and have each other, I will be changed, changed for the better so that I may not made you feel as if I don’t like you. Because the truth is, I like you very much and I love you more than anything, I love you more than of my pineapples and marshmallows :)
Basta baby, I’m sorry very much, really. But I’m still thankful at the same time for you remain to be my man despite the fact that I fail to do things for you. Basta. No matter what happen, my love for you will be still and remain and it will not be changed either, even if you sometimes make me sad and upset , even if we sometimes had an argument and misunderstanding. Don’t you worry about me here for I’m doing fine, but it will be more fine if you’re here. Basta baby ha. Just always take good care of yourself there and keep safe as always for I’m doing the same thing also. Kay? For I can’t imagine who and what am I without you in my life. Basta baby, don’t worry about me everytime we’re not in good whether for my love for you will not be changed for I really love you very much, that I’m afraid to loose you and I will not take the risk of winning our fight for I might loose you again. For I’m now learning from my past experienced before, I will not let you let go from me for I cant dare seeing you with other girl. I want you badly, really. Baby, I’m really sorry if there are times that I cant text you, but it doesn’t mean that I don’t remember you anymore, no, it’s not, to tell you, there’s no seconds that you left in my mind, for you’re always with me and our memories too. Kay? Bastaaa. I’m gonna wait for you and don’t you worry about me about that thing, for it does not give me a problem, really, but instead it gives me hope and pleasure.
Happy 1st Anniversary Baby! Yeheeey! Abot jud tawn tag 1year bisag cge tag away, bisag di kaayo ta magkasinabot. Basta by haaa. Kita jud! Mao jud na atong e`pray ni Papa God. Nya baby, salamat jud kaayo sa tanan ha? As inn baby. Salamat jud kaayo. Ug sorry pud kaayo sa mga bad nga akong nabuhat nganha nmo. Nga nakapalain nmo. Pasayloa jud ko baby ha? And baby. About natong duha ba. About sa atong mga away2 ugshay. Kay ayaw na pag`problema ato ha? Kay love japun kaayo tka. Bisan pag sapoton kaayo ka. Di jud ni mausab akong feelings nganha nmo. Ug usa pa by. Wa man jud guroy taw nga way bad side. Naa man jud guro tanan. Btaw baby, bisag sapoton kaayo ka nu, luodan ug OA ugsahay. Hihi. Love bya japun kaayo tka. As in. wa jud mausab. Although sometimes kay malain ko. Pero love man japun tka. Di jud ni mjausab. Mao nay teman`e baby ha? Nya by. Huwaton jud tka ha? Bahalag kanus`a pa ka mouli basta mouli lang jud ka, kay huwaton jud tka. Im willing to wait, ‘cause I’m truly, madly, crazily in love with you. Ay jud ug give up ha. Kay wa man ko galisod sa atong situation gud. Ug wa pud ko naglisod the way you handle our relationship. LOVE JUD KAAYO TKA BABY. Basta. Hinumdumi lang jud nga normal ra ning mga downs sa atong relationship. Part ra ni cya sa journey. Amping bya permi nganha baby nku ha?! And keep safe always jud. Hope dli ka mausab. Nga ikaw ra japun tong Junric Villaruz Cuevas nga gikaibgan, gihulugan ug gibuangan ug maayo nku sukad pa sauna. KAY? And by the way. Sorry jud kayo by ha kung taas jud kayo ang emung gibasa. Hihi. Happy 1st Anniversary natong duha Baby nku! I love you very much! I always have and I always will. I love you always, everyday, and forever! Happy 1st Anniversary! :)
Baby, Thank you very much for everything. Sorry for all the bad things. I love you very much more than anything! Happy 1st Anniversary! Mmwaaa! :*
